Hey, you.
If you’re seeing this it means my replies are now quicker than usual. We’ve come to a point where I tell you stories like my dreams and my unnatural jokes.
Be warned, I think I’m falling in love with you.This is not a compliment. This is a warning.If I fall in love with you which I know I am. I might not stop myself in my cravings to know the details of your life and I voluntarily share mine. I will lose control in everything that’s going on and permit my guts to tell me what to do.This is revolting for me.But we have reached an impasse and there is nothing I can do. Remember the time I value my personal space? Well now, I want you to be always there with me. Beside me.You see the problem?
The comfortable walls I build for longer time but it is rapidly crashing. I’ve implanted malicious thoughts in my mind that you will not be worth it and you have to remind me time and time again that, you are.I was perfectly fine with the hook-up culture, in fact before I met you I genuinely believe it was tailor fit for me. It was so easy to kid myself that love doesn’t exist.
Now, all I can think of is you and not your ego.you know, there is no turning back.you may be attracted to the confident devil may care for me.but it realty. this is me iam an insecure girl who over-analyzes things and worries about every possible scenario in life.you may not like this side of me. i will find ways to self confident this because I’m scared. Scared, I may love you more than you love me.Scared, that I’m thinking of another person other than myself. Scared, that I couldn’t have the luxury of killing myself anytime I wanted to because now, you’re here.Scared, that I couldn’t fall asleep because every time I close my eyes all I can see is your face and every time I lay in bed all I can think of is your body next to mine and every time I look at myself all I can envision is us.
I’m scared. Nobody actually stuck around this long to see the real me. I will end this. I will find ways to end us.And I may not be worth it.But please stay. my sweet heart trust me. i will keep happy for end of life.
Regards
Your Love
ରିଂକୀ ତୁ ହାଉଚୁ ମୋର ସ୍ବପ୍ନ.କେବେ କେବେ ମୋତେ ଖୋଜିବା କସ୍ତ ହୁଏତ.ତୁ ମୋ ପୈଂ କେତେ ଦରକାରୀ .ମୁ ଏସବୁ ଜଣେଇବା ଚାହେନା.କିନ୍ତୁ ତୁ ଦିନେ ନ ଦିନେ ନିସ୍ଚୟ ବୁଝିବୁ .ମୁ ଏସବୁ କଂହିକୀ କରେ.
